Saturday, June 27, 2009

So I'm a stalker

LMAO. That is too funny. I'm a bitch and a stalker. Someone must be real afraid of me to be constantly talking about me and spreading lies. The thing is though, she's talking about herself. Everything she says I do is what she herself is doing. I mean this person has a serious inferiority complex. GET OVER IT! Now to some it may seem that I have an issue with this, I don't, I just use blogging as a way to relieve the frustration I get from it all. The biggest thing that pisses me of is that there are 4 children who are being destroyed because of this woman's behaviour. And a 5th that is also effected. That's 5 beautiful, precious, wonderful children. And while not all 5 are mine, I will do whatever it takes to protect the 3 that are mine.

Monday, June 15, 2009

I honestly can't understand.

So my stepdaughter, my daughter by heart, texts me this morning telling me that her nose won't stop bleeding and that she's lightheaded. She says whenever she gets up her head starts to pound. I told her what to do, at least the best I know, and that I would make her a doctor appointment for as soon as possible. But here's the thing. First, she's in Lacey and I'm in Tacoma. Her Dad doesn't have custody of her, yet, but has medical insurance for her. And her Mom, well she cares more for her husband than anything else. And I know that her symptoms might be a sign of high blood pressure, and that a few years ago, now mind you she is only 15, she had an issue with her blood pressure. Her Mom was supposed to monitor it for a few weeks and get back to the doctor. She never did. So now here we are. And I'm worried, pissed off, scared. I just hope that when I take her in that I first don't have any issues with the doctor's office since we don't legally have custody, though she will be living here in a few days, and that there really is nothing seriously wrong. And then, when we find out what's wrong, do I tell her Mom or not. She never gave us that courtesy, we always heard things from my daughter.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

So, hmmmmm.

I blog alot. Mostly on my myspace account. I use blogging as a way to vent my feelings, as a personal journal, as a way to an end. Sometimes my blogs may have a rhyme and a reason, other times they don't. I stopped blogging a bit because of the way certain people were behaving. But I've decided that I'm not going to allow anyone to dictate my feelings and the way I deal with them. I never name names, usually, lol, but I will post how I feel, when I feel, and what I want. Sometimes it'll be random, sometimes good, sometimes bad, sometimes petty, sometimes funny. Just whatever is in me that day.